...original flaws...

[yo...once again lets go to that zone where we pretend am able to fathom an emotional connection to another soul filled entity, and through this connection i was moved to illustrate a state of "being" that was drawn from a moment in time focusing on a particular incident that most are, in my opinion, lucky to grow from....in short, lets pretend this is a poem of sorts and absorb it in that context....digg....aite, get yo poem face on...now!!! seriously NOW...!!!]

broken hearts beat....

joy flees from the force of the debris...

falling...

falling in love had you crawling from beneath...

birth to a love life finding it impossible to breathe....

when the "bad" is the only thing to see...

'cause you afraid of looking or letting anyone getting in too deep...

love is war, now u never kin to peace...

when you loose an angel....after that, its harder to believe...

no introduction to the company that misery loves...

killing time, so every dead memory goes to heaven above...

leaving only ghosts of the time you hope never was...

[i know....i over hyped it right?? am rusty...gimme a minute...lol...aite, now i done my daily creative contribution to the universe!!!! yes, the universe!!! keep up.....and am going to try and leave the house today at least!!!]

...truth is not reality...

sleep is overrated, life is where the dreams at...

death never runs out of time...

trying hard to kill poison...

images that can only be considered the illustration of darkness...

life iz a b*tch, the only lady every other lady admire and don't wan' be without....

sick imagination got me throwing up the food for thought...

soul mirror my complexion....

head bout to explode, thoughts running through my mind gotta watch where they stepping...

teacher always say i had a sharp mind, so am always with a weapon...

a sound mind is why i wont dance to my hearts tune....

yeah....iconnic ideas.....jus felt like being random/controversial/odd.....like being me =)

now for the party!!!! LG yall!!!

...god of war vs mk...!!! WOAH!!!

heaven anyone...!!!?? i mean, pardon me while i GEEK out for a minute...(or two!!!!)

...but Kratos is rumoured to be in the new release of mortal kombat!!!!!!!!! i mean, seriously!!!!!! for those of you who are looking for a reason to live.....look yonder!!!!!! As a self confessed mortal kombat addict (i have owned ALL versions of this "way of life" aka game) my heart found its melody again and i can hear it beating to the sounds of memories of brutalities which are rumored to be in the new installation!!! so much.....ohhh, so much....

....it doesnt need to have squishy woman bits and booty and all....NO, this is what i love...so ask me about love and you can download it!!!! LOVE costs whatever this slice of gaming heaven will be....!!!!! thank you God for Midway!!!!!! now am off to play god of war III!!!!

APRIL.....the countdown begins....

(seriously...this post needs more exclamation marks...so imagine them aite :) )

ps. Am still gangsta!!!! lol

...crowded individual...

just dropped a grime themed beat...(JME inspired)...thought id kick a freestyle just to get the ol' cogs back in rotation....aite...check...

we all made equal, guess sum men evolved....

and sum are carnival mirror representations of the lord...

nahhh... really i dont get this *ish at all...

how we build kingdoms to watch in awe as they fall??...

how we feed fist to our jaws and label it a sport??...

who the monster if we kill a killer and justify our lack of remorse??...

how we force lil girls to grow into vengeful women we divorce??...

kinda obvious how the courts racially keep score...

and how we pay life to make a profit outa war...

yo...aite...am going back in...

its like the "gods" chose their favourites...

and the rest they made basic...

the bible say; he once most favored satan....

and that affection just ended up waisted...

and the kid on high, had the throne tainted...

fell to the earth, and was labelled the most hated...

....man!...

sometimes its hard to trust the words of the ancients...

coz now we have religions devoted to speculations of aliens...

food for thought, please lets try a different flavor...

coz they slaved us, while praying to love yo neighbor...

ma bad....

am trying hard not to get political...

but its attack on my people, down to the last individual...

only when we spark is when we feel we ain't invisible...

only our downfalls do the media take time to make visible...

flaws made visual, our only hope seems spiritual...

a better future is borderline mythical..

now immorality is even in the realm of the digital...

and am gone....

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lol...aite...dont know wur this whole thing came from, i just drafted it as it came yall...i actually flow it to a rythm to the track in the backdrop so there some wordplay and it sounds probably doper than it reads...but yeah...hope i record this one though...but word to truth, the only enemy or obstacle is yourself...believe me, I KNOW!!!

iconnic out

...ghosts of the unborn...

****WARNING*** The following draft is void of grammatical regulation, structure or format and includes popular jargon or slang.... the author is NOT responsible for any idiots that DONT get it!!! :)

yo....!!!! whats hapning world!?? happy 2011!!! lets get it in...its been a minute but only cause i been putting in time in finding me so i can get you...you digg!!! Na, i aint never forget bout you...word to kratos! lol....[yall dont even know though]....but check...first blog act of this year is to give props to my family who have been there for me and have been amazing yall!!! to God who for a reason i am unworthy to even question has blessed me with all the mind, body and soul could long for...

Right quick for my own sake i will jot my most sought after resolutions for this year...

1. be a better brother/son/ombre a.k.a friend...generally be a better me

2. live up to my potential as my parents always ask me to do and actually give my all and not just settle for getting by coz i can do it with no effort digg!!!

3. Live!!!

like i swear there a million things and ama get to all of them i just wanted this audience to hold me accountable for the aforementioned declarations i have set as moral/academic/social/emotional reforms in the life of a one "iconnic"....

on the real....LOVE yall!!! yeah, the world over....

without getting too much into it yo...let me just jump into this twisted dream i had...

#### see what was freaky was that this dream stirred feelings i havent felt in but a minute!!! i was sleepin and i was scared as in SCARED dude!!! i was sweating, loosing breath and felt the deepest, darkest most sordid form of fear imaginable to any being capable of manipulating electronic signals via grey matter activity into logical thought patterns...

...and what got me this freaked out!!!?? an operation!!! [am ashamed to say]...like i was supposed to undergo surgery to "repair" a cranial anomaly or condition....and the prosepct of death by this somehow freaked the hell outta me!!! i know it sounds totally LAME now...but i was a zip away from wetting my pants!!! i cant hear words in my sleep [i think]...but could make out the doctor type dude tellin me death by this operation was virtually unheard of...[like not even google could bring up a case of it ever going wrong....]

...throughout this whole proceeding, not once had ma fear subsided or seemed to dissolve away..it was a constant presence that reminded me of my mortality and the moment came when the anesthetic was administered...

it seemed only a second, but my world faded, but i was aware of everything going on to the extent to which i saw everything going wrong and i ceased to exist in the physical realm.... NOW firstly; i have NEVER died in a dream or have heard of any one dying, well not with such brute realism and up until this point i had no idea i was dreaming!!! [which is odd coz i normally am aware enough to stir even nightmares to my preference....even sleep paralysis is easy for me to wake up from...well easy if you disregard the choking sensation!!!!]

the death was like, now am alive, whoops now am dead.....now...none of this, the horror and fear or any of that crap, had bothered me.....what did was that when i died, i saw a figure that i can only describe by awarding it angelic characteristics sweep down and struggled with all its divine strength to lift what i assume was my soul slowly northwards....this was contrasted by a depiction of a demonic creature [tiny but surprisingly strong] pulling me earth wards opposing the angel like apparition...

AND THEN I WOKE UP!!!! i wasn't sweating in "reality" (for the lack of better term), or could note any external entities that could have contributed to this mental circus....!!! and then i immediately realized what freaked me out the most about all of this was that, throughout this dream...my physical manifestation was full of fear and the only time i felt peace was in my passing....even as the forces sought refuge for my soul...i was at peace....i was calm...i was.............free!!!

lol...i know, i know...this happened yesterday...today am typing this at exactly 03:48 PM as i have been unable to sleep...[mostly i will attribute that to my excessive consumption of fast food]... i did tell a friend bout it and she was like its a dream and all....and i do feel that...was just something i had to put out...was mad ill!!! :D

am gone play some PS3 - god of war now!!! go get it....!!!