...setting smoke on fire...

"...to be immortal, one must never tire of 'dying' ..."

"...i kept thinking of a simple way to see if i was heaven worthy, just for the hell of it, and i came up with a simple test that seems to be effective enough and acts as a kind of mental state check....All i had to do was imagine what my heaven would be like, what where my greatest desires....and if anything like naked chicks popped up or some crazy "notions" or "acts" i knew i was in the wrong state of mind and had to make re-adjustments which kinda meant re-adjusting my life and what i see as being important..."

"...soul true..."

life is a trip, but no weekend getaway...

pay the cost, lets charge that to memories...

dancin to her soul, call it melody...

been gone too long, i'll be home eventually...

fallen angels... i seen many similies...

book ov life long, we must live a summary...

let me in and i give you sum ov me...

mirrors dont speak coz they contain the enemy...

wonder if its crazy to understand insanity...

seems the soul aint fulfilled hidden in humanity...

theres a reason dreams vague in clarity...

realized we measure equality in salaries...

worry bout poverty, who got time to worry bout calories??

nothin on camera come close to reality...

food for thought, most the world gat allergies...

obstetric debate on the females choice on parity...

jus laugh...life seems like hells parody...

apparently, my DNA stem from Gods family...

hard to base my needs on theoretical strategies...

so my knees scraped for pleas to actual calamities...

dont get me wrong, life a b#tch, nd i dnt need charity...

but wat do we do wen the end manifest currently??

root ov evil, plant my dreams nd hopes on currency...

we had the "word" corrupted to laws then policy...

so if they ask if i did it, the truth is probably...

coz truth dont have a "root" in the economy...

and cents prevail sense commonly...

being broke is a joke huh?? guess its dark comedy...

every account just testifies to numerology...

i dont offer you none, coz only God deserves my apology...

gotta preserve the ground i walk on for those who follow me...

follow me...

look, the truth speak for itself, so guess if i ask, lie to me...

learn to live, lets make a discovery...

sick of life?? living the only recovery...

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I know kinda has a dark tone to it, but its a thingy i drafted a while back and just came upon it... yeah, was for all the "issues" i witnessed and all....for the world :)

...the point of being pointless...

"...overrated...??"

seems the only way to live is through a near death experience...

almost killed my emotions, so i could let love breathe again...

feels like all my life i been acting out of character...

holding everything in, but now am running out of stamina...

now when i want to see you i have to plead with my camera...

got so much going on, God please be my manager...

make a career out of living, death is always just a passenger...

the last girl that said she loved me now is moving on to Canada...

its my fault i cant commit and i pretend there is something on...

till i grow tired, then am a liar, then you sense that something wrong...

now am sorry, then you leaving, till everything is gone...

i really don't know what to say when your name shows up on ma phone...

and its funny how you make sure i know you not alone...

guess you still don't get that that is all i want to be...

am sorry i gave you pain, all i wanted was a few memories...

am hoping you see me different if not now, then eventually...

though i say i didn't love you, let it not take from what you meant to me...

cant even remember my first kiss...

but what is important i guess is to remember the purpose...

only think am shallow cause all i avail is my surface...

sorry am just killing time, this is evidence of my murders...

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yeah, yeah!!!! i know...am going back to study...

...when limits seem like just a suggestion...

YO! mad weekend, mad life really. lol

This just like a big shout out to the man making it happen; My dad, love you....and of course mums is the best!!! I wont even lie, God been good to me and its like a driving force for me to be better, i mean....i don't ever feel deserving of any of the things i have or anything given to me, so everyday i wake, i live to be the person who deserves them. Ok, i lie....i do deserve them, lol....but am still mad thankful....

My exams ongoing now, preparing for a trip with my family (,i hate travelling kinda, sort of but not really,) the studio engineer heard my drop on a mates track and went mad crazy and has been going on about how i should do my own solo project and get a demo on point and all....huh, see how that goes. Plus props to everybody helping me out on my spiritual journey, its hard sometimes to accommodate for my curiosity and all.

What else??? Trying fix up my car and all, preparing for my lil brother coming over next year!!! I miss him and my family back home like mad....got sum major work lined up for the holidays, so looking forward to getting back with my one true and always faithful LOVE........gwaaaps!!! duckies!!! spondookies!!! or more commonly known as MONEY!!! :) don't worry, am just playing. lol

Really i just jumped on this during my study break (,which has lasted throughout my entire semester,) to pen a written freestyle something, something....just need to zone out and get some of the juices flowing....its been a minute... so lets go....

"organ donor"

told me to give my heart when i already sold my soul...

living knowing home is at the other end of the globe...

'how to ask questions' sums up everything i know...

practising to get up is the only reason i'd fall...

my pride still an issue, so stop hoping that id call...

cupid keep shooting at us, so am guessing love is war...

this ain't even bout me, cause you could have it all...

some saying i am everything, when all i want to be is more...

hello, sorry...excuse me, what is your name??

like i don't know you, cause now everything has changed...

we in this together, why do we separate the blame...

till the separation put distance in-between the place in which we stand...

and you become who i used to know,

someone who i used to love...

when i think of who is perfect, you still all of the above...

damn!!! someone asked if it would ever be enough...

guess the answer will come if there ever is an "us"...

the hard times are clearer, but please never forget,

you will be the one i remember to be who i wish i never left....

[iconnic 2010]

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Al-right, al-right...am done with that....Phew!!! feeling dope as ever, love everybody....peace and all that!!!!!!