11seconds after eternity beginz....

we drown in the river of dreams...

thirst for the waters that bore life for us...

dug deeper than the seeds in search of it,

had an affair with the light only touched by the sky...

hoping the night would one day tire of being a guest to hosts with their eyes closed...

seeking refuge in another realm, painting the black canvas with the colour of thought...

for who imagines of nothing...?

whose fruit is grown in the land that begs for humectation?

hapiness lives within but cannot remember the last time it was home...

and the heart pretends to survive alone...

survive yet not live, for to live is not only to survive....

and greed is disguised as the thought of the thoughtless,

feeding off the hunger of the selfish...

taking from the pots of those without....

as the coals invite a little part of hell to heat the portions of sustenance,

the food for which the soul shall not partake...

that of the earth is of the flesh,

that of the flesh is born of death....

the likeness of the father is hidden to the eye,

with rested eyelids, a moment is taken to look inside....

the children of the earth are born from tears of the sky...

bury the seeds so they may know what it means to be alive...

...the problem with solutionz...

('nd i dnt mean concoctions or mixtures!!!)

it ain't hard to loose yourself in this day N age...

hate to think id wake next to the wrong girl carrying my D-N-A...

only look at the mirror when the lights fade away...

guess am ahead ov my time, coz i cnt recognize who i am today...

home is where the heart is so its no surprise i aint here to stay...

heart made of stone, its aite tho coz i heard am molded outta clay...

stranger to my soul, cant remember the last time i seen its face...

is the burning in my heart evidence of whats in its place??

in competition with myself, coz for life am stuck in this race...

trying to see better things but my eyes glued to her waist...

food for thought though, cheese is always to my taste...

life is a movie.... am jus' dying to audition...

don't know if life as a b#tch, is why i shy from religion...

coz some of my thoughts ain't inspired by the living...

tryin to fit in to the desire to be different,

to the point the mirror seems to lie through your vision...

least the heartbeat means life still inspired enough to listen...

only skeletons in my closet got a brand 4 definition...

wonder what i wud dream for if i was living out my dream...

feeling so juvenile like am reliving my teens...

all individuals, no clones alive in my team...

try'n get past tha phase wur.."i wan reside inside her jeans"...

past that get her w3t jus' ta blow off some steam...

past the "money on my mind" 2 finally realize what it mean...

on to getting the cake coz i ain't satisfied with just the cream...

sum random drop i did last week with accompanying text just drafted while uploading and listening to it... :)

...the penguin's hot cup of coffee...

...if u are going crazy its okay 'cause at the least you will NOT be in the frame of mind to worry about that which is happening to you (,ironically though this would probably only stand as true in a perfect world scenario where the state of going crazy is not a gradual painful process, rather a much more instantaneousness change of state! with all theoretical facts considered though one must ponder that if this; which is proposed as being a "perfect world" would exist with only favorable conditions from the governing deity, it would no doubt do so - seeing that no 'crazy' person was part of the population.....(oh please, am no deity...am just guessing..feel free to bow though.....lol)

***in this draft you are spared the rants of the "delusional" author pointing out his "oh so clever wit, and transcendent ideologies" behind his conjuring up of a title for the said draft. This is done so as it (...the title, duh!!!...) came about due to an article on global warming................(pause for dramatic effect!)........YES!!! global warming is real people.....(wait!....maybe pause would have had more effect here!!! damn...)....global warming is real 'cause we TALK about it!!! with that same logic I would now like us to proceed to discussions on aliens............!!!

[o.k, being in aussie I for one would not argue against any suggestions that this earth is hot as &%$#!!!!!! (word omitted according to FCC regulations, exclamation marks are NOT part of omission and should be therefore treated as standard communication symbolic elements.....{this is what we call fine-print}) I am also a little iffy on the whole alien stance...]

....okay, seriously, with that random mind trip I have actually forgotten the reason for drafting this text!!! maybe the reason was just to draft the text as it has "been a minute" ......(urban slang)......since i did do so.... So this is like day 6 or so of my newly found nocturnal existence.... I thought we chose our lifestyles but last week it seems my body just chose to ignore the suns absence and take it upon itself to stretch my daily activity cycle to just around 20 hours a day!!!! (when i say "activity cycle" some may be fooled into thinking that these activities are actually productive.....!!! well, unlike a battery which leads a supper awesome productive life by just sitting there, I do a similar act of sitting, with heavy eyes, that is just..........a tad less productive :) )......wait!!! hey, this draft is probably the most productive i been as a member of the nocturnal club i have just now cleverly dubbed, using my supper awesome transcendent thingy,...... the 'batmann' club......(note the double "nn"...thats for legal purposes, lets not get into that right now....)

....aite seriously, this is like one of those times you stare into the mirror just because you think yo eyes are sexy, or you like the way your body looks....you know, get lost in yourself type things....am probably just typing because...well,....its me!!! like me in words, not me..ME!!!

(we all do that thing in the mirror right?? 'cause if not that would be weird and in that case then I don't do it at all!!!....unless we all do...... then like..... we cool....okay...cool?? cool........)

.........

(....besides I only get lost for like a minute or two............or 17, but whose counting anyway, its not like its an obsession right!? I mean, only as much as the next person...unless they don't, then am just kidding!!! :) )

****besides am sure i could pass this all up as effects of insomnia or sum'n.....so :P****

requests for membership to the batman club, i mean the batmann club (nearly forgot the "N" there....) can be sent to ireallywanttobelongtosomethingidontcarewhattheFitis@yahoo.co.za...... also "like" our facebook page (if you could just make one for us then "like" it....that would be swell....!!!!)

ps. speaking on penguins, clearly thats a penguin with identity issues right?!!!

...crowded individual...

just dropped a grime themed beat...(JME inspired)...thought id kick a freestyle just to get the ol' cogs back in rotation....aite...check...

we all made equal, guess sum men evolved....

and sum are carnival mirror representations of the lord...

nahhh... really i dont get this *ish at all...

how we build kingdoms to watch in awe as they fall??...

how we feed fist to our jaws and label it a sport??...

who the monster if we kill a killer and justify our lack of remorse??...

how we force lil girls to grow into vengeful women we divorce??...

kinda obvious how the courts racially keep score...

and how we pay life to make a profit outa war...

yo...aite...am going back in...

its like the "gods" chose their favourites...

and the rest they made basic...

the bible say; he once most favored satan....

and that affection just ended up waisted...

and the kid on high, had the throne tainted...

fell to the earth, and was labelled the most hated...

....man!...

sometimes its hard to trust the words of the ancients...

coz now we have religions devoted to speculations of aliens...

food for thought, please lets try a different flavor...

coz they slaved us, while praying to love yo neighbor...

ma bad....

am trying hard not to get political...

but its attack on my people, down to the last individual...

only when we spark is when we feel we ain't invisible...

only our downfalls do the media take time to make visible...

flaws made visual, our only hope seems spiritual...

a better future is borderline mythical..

now immorality is even in the realm of the digital...

and am gone....

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lol...aite...dont know wur this whole thing came from, i just drafted it as it came yall...i actually flow it to a rythm to the track in the backdrop so there some wordplay and it sounds probably doper than it reads...but yeah...hope i record this one though...but word to truth, the only enemy or obstacle is yourself...believe me, I KNOW!!!

iconnic out

..Sounds of someone trying to be quiet...

....I have been to the studio to record what i convince myself (and a small group of individuals) is music if not only for the sole reason that; i love to hear myself talk. Find ma lack of surprise when this vain trait proved logically transferable to reading ma own writing!!! YES!!! I have absolutely nothing to say (except telling you extensively about having nothing to say) and yet i cannot stop typing and reading and typing and reading and.....

......o.k...before we point fingers, don't blame me!!! its ma friend Nosiku's fault...she got me into this. lol.... :)

* i realize as i am the only person who actually knows this blog exists and that i am talking to myself...well i say HA! to u sir/madam as my split personalities count as my audience and right now it stands at somewhere between 3 to 7 audience members.... Conservatively speaking...

The TIN MAN on the organ transplant waiting list!!! pt1

.....If the title didn't paint the picture for those who haven't bought their tickets for this train of thought let me reiterate with a further elaboration of the header text :)

(don't mind me pretending to comprehend the English lingo or its application and rules thereof - humor me *Plus i know the title isn't catchy or clever, my argument to that is....blah!)

Alright..... so the idea is, the wizard of oz going star trek! You know; no magic, voodoo or any of that tomfoolery. Just good "old fashioned" modern medical science. Now lets drive that notion home, and bring it closer to home; am simply addressing the fusion of our (well at least my) historical, cultural/traditional ways and how we are forced to convert all that we were raised around into this new civilized world that we have convinced ourselves that we need.

STOP!!!! STOP!!! STOP!!! If u believe this is a serious discussion well; pony, rabbit, donkey, blue, purple, banana, teletubby, wooggie-boogie, squiggly line, blah blah, la la, hoo hoo..... o.k. now, lets continue..... :)

Upon arrival, my eyes fell upon something i was familiar with, something i was raised around...it was like the stars had tired of their duties floating in nothingness and decided to rest in the beauty of the concrete trees for the night. This concrete jungle lit up before my eyes and was everything i had ever imagined. I now draw my first reactions from memory, and i can honestly say i still feel my chest expand further than it ever has as if to accommodate for my last breath, a breath that never comes. I am filled with new hope, revived ambitions, fueled dreams. All this comes at the cost of me leaving the only thing i have ever valued in my life, the only reason i can see need to sustain an existence in this world; i had to leave my parents, my family.... it is for times like this that i wish i could express my displeasure with words as they cannot suffice in the portrayal of the emotions embedded in my biological vessel that shapes my ethereal being......

I was walking in a world that i could only visit through electronic circuits, magazines, books and my ever active mental cosmos, well...that was until now! Only i wasn't walking, the first days were spent driving around introducing my lungs to air which i had convinced myself was of a superior grade to that which my lungs were previously tasked with processing....i saw the positive in everything.... i had come to a land with no border, with no prejudice, a land were cupid had swapped his mediocre bow and arrow for nuclear warhead weaponry.... (i must at this point emphasize that my interactions at this point were limited to only my family, my brothers friends and a few overly friendly individuals in the flashing lights districts).....

It wasn't long before it became evident that i had just recently had the hands of customs officers ruffle through my African belongings in search of concealed contraband and the likes.... i was fresh off the jet! Everything my feeble mind thought it knew about this environment was either outdated or prejudicial about the entire populous. This was a new world...

I am the Tin Man on the organ transplant list....

Tin Man (C) courtesy of the "wizard of oz" - don't know who owns the rights and Terms and conditions of mentioning dude so....lol

"Rain on the sun..."

..... in case you stumbled upon these random rumblings hoping to take a mental trip with knowledge as a reward, i humbly apologize on behalf of any ill guided individual(s) that are probably as unaware as you are about the true nature of the current item of focus that is a set of irrelevantly focussed random rumbling conjured by a shallow mind in its attempt to disguise stupidity with a mask of humor and embarrassingly evident sarcasm!

To all affected individuals, i apologize..... a complete dissolution of any thoughts even remotely related, affected, inspired, influenced, etc...as a result of a visual feast of this word soup would be the only form of compensation relieving the individual drafting this text from further legal action on your part, which would most certainly result in your victory including fees to be spent towards psychiatric reconstruction of your logical neurological mental structure!

To sum it up, forget all you have known to be true.....remember all that you don't yet know.....

That is the only way to understand the logic of confusion, the concentration of ignorance....

[author is not legally responsible for any loss of faith, hope, trust, belief blah blah blah]

Ps. the title has nothing to do with the draft, just had that thought in my head...topic to address later :) oh yeah....welcome world, for organisations sake lets call this Iconnic's world...