...the truth about lying to the devil....part 1

[Disclaimer: This serves to inform the esteemed readers that the headline or title phrasing has absolutely nothing to do with the following draft and is a further indication of the authors' waning concentration abilities....i just think its tight though right?? :) aite lets get into it... ]

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I am not a Hero, & am surely far from a gentleman...

so i guess even the fact that i love You is irrelevant...

tire from the lies...hoping time heals all with its medicine...

mind readers traverse through mine and stumble on the sentiments...

all the things i should have said, all the times i ignored the sentences...

let the world judge me, am used to the sentencing...

the memories alone are fuel for the evident...

'cause some of them need tears as the only way of mentioning...

when the past catches up, the Ghosts are always visiting...

and the 1000 words in the mirror & what they call me seem like synonyms...

they say "opposites attract", but what if we are just different??

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[.....okay seriously though, that title is dope right!? right!? i must use it like as a title for a short story or something!!!! thats why after i drafted this text i added the part 1 bit.... :) am so using it...]

Aite, so whats good with iconnic?? [ i realize am speaking about myself in the third person but thats what 'god complex' do to a brother!!!] Don't know, its like life's lessons that have been taught to me over the ages are all starting to make sense and all...it may seem like i have changed overnight, even to me, but i just figured this change was occurring over a period of time but was in an intangible state that only became evident when the change boiled over from thought into my actions... I say the last three years of my life have led to a great deal of self discovery...must admit most of what i found out freaked me, but was all good...i guess what am saying world is;

we all need time to grow....don't give up on me yet :) do not cast me to the earth....but mostly before all that, don't give up on you...[fine, am not going to do any more sentimental crap...lol...feel like i should go pick flowers!!! aite...its like 2 and ma #$$ needs to get some sleep...so peace!!!]